Monday, May 13, 2013
Real Talk
I have had my heartbroken by almost every girl i've liked. I feel like i'm looked down on by everybody. I'm a really sensative person but try to hide it behind humor sometimes. My biggest fear is losing loved ones, and being in situations with only one way out. I feel like rumors are always said behind my back. I feel like I always need to prove myself.
I Remember..
I remember when I first moved. I remember when I first saw her. I remember when I first found out about Santa. I remember my first time having caffeine. I remember my first day of high school. I remember my first crush. I remember when school was easier. I remember my first time getting my heart broken. I remember my first basketball game. I remember all my friends and all my enemies. I remember what I forget. I remember when my life changed. I remember my first kiss (disaster). I remember my goals set when I was little. I remember the fun times. I remember the sad times. I remember the best. I remember the worst. I remember the best dates. I remember dancing with her. I remember what I always wanted to be. I remember what I don't want to become. I remember my injuries. I remember the nights that will never be forgotten. I remember... Everything. I remember...
Dialogue
Teacher: Why are you late Jake?
Jake: Because of the sign!
Teacher: What sign?
Jake: The one that said "school ahead, go slow"!
Jake: Because of the sign!
Teacher: What sign?
Jake: The one that said "school ahead, go slow"!
That One Crush
The one highschool crush that you could never seem to get over
The one crush that has been somewhere in your mind throughout the years
That one person that you see in the hallway but are afraid to talk to
The one person you may never figure out if they like you back or not
That one crush...
The one crush that has been somewhere in your mind throughout the years
That one person that you see in the hallway but are afraid to talk to
The one person you may never figure out if they like you back or not
That one crush...
Monday, April 15, 2013
The Wrong Defenition Of Love
It almost feels like love, when you meet the one who may break your heart, but for now makes it melt.
The one who never leaves your mind, the one you can't stop thinking about.
The one who you love spending time with, no matter how you feel.
The one that leaves you speechless when they smile, so you babble like an idiot just to here her laugh.
The moments you think are the defenition of happiness.
They say "there are plenty of fish in the sea" but she is the last of her kind.
The rare qualities that, just thinking about, will stir up my mind.
I have never felt happier than the moments spent with her.
But I think the movies growing up lied to me about love.
Once i'm gone she will leave, on the bus out of my life.
When I come back she will be gone, this must be my curse.
It's amazing how much I miss her already, when she isn't even gone.
Maybe i'm not meant for something supposedly everlasting.
I don't remember this being the defeniton of love.
To fall for someone so amazing that will be out of your life so shortly.
To know that the amazing moments will come to an end.
Only memories to look back on, and hope for a brighter future.
I don't know what to do other than let destiny bestow its fate.
Will I ever feel this happiness again?
Obviously the wrong defenition of love.
Love Destiny!
The one who never leaves your mind, the one you can't stop thinking about.
The one who you love spending time with, no matter how you feel.
The one that leaves you speechless when they smile, so you babble like an idiot just to here her laugh.
The moments you think are the defenition of happiness.
They say "there are plenty of fish in the sea" but she is the last of her kind.
The rare qualities that, just thinking about, will stir up my mind.
I have never felt happier than the moments spent with her.
But I think the movies growing up lied to me about love.
Once i'm gone she will leave, on the bus out of my life.
When I come back she will be gone, this must be my curse.
It's amazing how much I miss her already, when she isn't even gone.
Maybe i'm not meant for something supposedly everlasting.
I don't remember this being the defeniton of love.
To fall for someone so amazing that will be out of your life so shortly.
To know that the amazing moments will come to an end.
Only memories to look back on, and hope for a brighter future.
I don't know what to do other than let destiny bestow its fate.
Will I ever feel this happiness again?
Obviously the wrong defenition of love.
Sunday, April 7, 2013
Green is not a creative color
Standing in the hall of fame........ Can you rock it like this?............ Do what you have to do............ Its not the fall that hurts........... Not quite what I was planning............. Victory escorts loss to every dance.............. remember all the things we wanted........... every little thing, gonna be alright............. you wanna see a magic trick....... everything looks perfect from far away............ after all, tomorrow is another day............. afraid of becoming like someone else......... coach cut me, proved him wrong.............. is this all you'll ever do?............ keep things loose, keep things light............. What did you do with it........... LUCKY IN EVERYTHING ELSE, BUT LOVE....... WHAT DID YOU DO WITH IT........... you want something? go get it!...............you can have whatever you like......... love brooklyn, but london calls............... I imagined more than office jobs..... maybe you had to be there............ I auditioned, I got the part................ I will never be quite finished!!!!!
Monday, March 25, 2013
The Best Reason
"The best reason I've ever heard for being a champion."
What is a champion? A warrior, a fighter, a victim, the ones who dream big and work hard, the ones who always push themselves to the next level, the ones who face their challenges with fierce determination, the ones that walk through the fire, the ones who fight to the end, the ones who have heart?
The ones who never give up! The ones who always believe in another chance! The ones who live up to their full potential!
"You don't have to win to be a champion, all it takes is giving it all that you got"
What is a champion? A warrior, a fighter, a victim, the ones who dream big and work hard, the ones who always push themselves to the next level, the ones who face their challenges with fierce determination, the ones that walk through the fire, the ones who fight to the end, the ones who have heart?
The ones who never give up! The ones who always believe in another chance! The ones who live up to their full potential!
"You don't have to win to be a champion, all it takes is giving it all that you got"
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
Sunday, March 17, 2013
No One Else (Someone Else)
Many people try to be something they are not for things like being popular and being accepted.
One thing to remember is that there is no one else like you in the world and you shouldn't be afraid to be yourself. Most of the time, we try to be like someone else. We become so jealous of the gifts that they have that we don't really pause to take a look at the gifts we have. Yes you may not have some of the gifts that they have, but that also means that they don't have the gifts you have. So take pride in the fact that you are different from everyone. If they judge you, then they aren't worth a spot in your life. Don't be anyone else but yourself!
One thing to remember is that there is no one else like you in the world and you shouldn't be afraid to be yourself. Most of the time, we try to be like someone else. We become so jealous of the gifts that they have that we don't really pause to take a look at the gifts we have. Yes you may not have some of the gifts that they have, but that also means that they don't have the gifts you have. So take pride in the fact that you are different from everyone. If they judge you, then they aren't worth a spot in your life. Don't be anyone else but yourself!
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
A Never Ending Frontier (Space)
Many consider space to be the "Final Frontier". But maybe there is more out there than just galaxies, planets, and stars. Maybe the are more frontiers in, never ending, space. So is it the final frontier? Or just the gateway to many other frontiers? I personally find space extremely fascinating. At night when there is a clear sky, I like to look up at the stars and wonder whats really out there. Something tells me that there is more than just the simple galaxies, stars, and planets. But I don't know what to look for yet. Maybe it'll become more clear in future discoveries. But its hard to know all there is about A Never Ending Frontier.
What is Worse? (death)
Is physical death, or emotional death worse? One physical death, or many emotional deaths?
Everyone faces emotional deaths throughout life. Whether its loss of loves ones, divorce, or constant rejection. When these things happen they easily lead to depression. My main emotional death deals with constant rejection. And that really lowers my self esteem sometimes. I feel weird saying this but I have cried myslef to sleep before after what I consider "The biggest rejection". My main point is, everyone faces emotional and physical death. It's part of life. But we can cope with anything life throws at us. So no matter how hard it may be, remember: "Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, live for the present."
Everyone faces emotional deaths throughout life. Whether its loss of loves ones, divorce, or constant rejection. When these things happen they easily lead to depression. My main emotional death deals with constant rejection. And that really lowers my self esteem sometimes. I feel weird saying this but I have cried myslef to sleep before after what I consider "The biggest rejection". My main point is, everyone faces emotional and physical death. It's part of life. But we can cope with anything life throws at us. So no matter how hard it may be, remember: "Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, live for the present."
Sunday, February 24, 2013
Getting to the point
Live like you wanna live! It doesn't matter what other people think of you, If you are happy with your life then stay happy. Don't let losers ruin it. If you want to fly then fly, But soar above all the rest! "Todays choices determine tomorrows achievement!"
Be what you want to be.
Do what you want to do.
Live like you want to live.
Be what you want to be.
Do what you want to do.
Live like you want to live.
Friday, February 22, 2013
Fear
"Fear, a balancing act between normality and idiocy. It paralyzes the majority but gives clarity to some" --Travis Pastrana
Everyone is afraid of something! Whether its spiders, sharks, heights, clowns, homework, etc. Now like everyone else I have my fears, but I don't let them take control of me. You shouldn't let them take control of you either. Now sometimes you can use fear to your advantage, like taking the girl you like to a scary movie. She "gets freaked out" and then you're the hero and of the day and by just putting your arm around her. My point is don't let fear be a disadvantage to you, make it and advantage. Turn your weaknesses into strengths!
Everyone is afraid of something! Whether its spiders, sharks, heights, clowns, homework, etc. Now like everyone else I have my fears, but I don't let them take control of me. You shouldn't let them take control of you either. Now sometimes you can use fear to your advantage, like taking the girl you like to a scary movie. She "gets freaked out" and then you're the hero and of the day and by just putting your arm around her. My point is don't let fear be a disadvantage to you, make it and advantage. Turn your weaknesses into strengths!
Stop and Enjoy! (thinking)
Have you ever paused in life, took a deep breath, and pondered? Thought about what you've done and still have to do? Thought about what you want to do with YOUR life and not what everyone else wants you to do? Achieve your goals? Live your dreams? Get the most out of life? Enjoy life to the fullest? etc. But maybe you are to afraid. Maybe you need some motivation. Maybe, you just need something to kickstart your life. JUST DO IT!!!!!
The Greatest/Worst ride (love)
Everyone thinks about love in a different way. Some look at it like a fun rollercoaster while others see it as an unsteady train bound to crash! In my opinion it is both. It all matters on the structure and if the building is rushed or not. If you take your time building and are careful then it is bound to be safer and a lot more fun. But, if you rush it and don't structure it properly, it is bound to break. The same applies in life. Don't rush anything! Otherwise, you'll miss out on the fun! So now find your opinion!
Am I Alive?
I have often asked myself the question, "Am I truely living my life?" The answer that I always come up with is never a yes or a no, i'm neutral! I would really just like to do what I want to do and be what I want to be, but for that to be possible I need to work hard in things I use to think would just slow me down such as school and work. But recently it dawned on me that life isn't a free ride. You have go through challenges like everyone else. There is an old quote that says "train hard, win easy". I applied that quote to my life and am looking forward to the time when I can finally "win easy". Nobody wants to "train hard" but it is always worth it in the end.
Thursday, January 24, 2013
Inspirational quotes
- It's better to try and fail than to never try at all!
- The difference between the possible and the impossible lies in a persons determination!
- At the base of uncertainty, its time to lock n' load!
- Good, better, best, never let it rest, until your good is better, and your better is best!
- Fear, a balancing act between normality and idiocy. It paralyzes the majority but gives clarity to some.
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